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It's me ♥yx guo born on 121290, entered into this complex yet intriguing world, who can't deny that i have some traits of a saggitarius, exploring and slowly uncovering parts of me & the world that i was once oblivious to, but still enjoying & learning how to live my life to the fullest with optimism(: |
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Monday, March 26, 2012
Been thinking if I should pen this down oh well, here goes.. DISCLAIMER: it's a wordy post. dont bother to read if you dont like words or just read the main highlighted points haha(: sometimes i wonder, how astrology can be true to a certain extent i've been thinking, do I really have a fear of commitments? & if i do, issit because im a saggitarius? (i came to this conclusion cause i vaguely remembered saggitarius are people who values indenpendence greatly & hates commitment) so i was googling on astrology and commitment & came upon these (highlighted in purple are those that are hit on) Sagittarius and Independence: Independence is Sagittarius' principle, they crave adventure and excitement and welcome change with open arms. Sagittarius is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer, they will go as far as road will go and explore every corner thoroughly in their ever eternal search for wisdom. Freedom is so important to Sagittarius that they will actually make decisions based on the amount of freedom that is given by the choice they have made, as a result, sometimes a good opportunity is turned down because of it's high commitment need, but this is their choice so it is a good choice for them. Sagittarius and Friendship: Sagittarius make excellent friends because of their encouraging, positive nature and their kind heart (thick- skinned enough. but YES i am kind. HAHAHA. ok la its true TO A CERTAIN EXTENT) that will do anything to make sure the friend is happy. They do not expect favors in return, their kindness is selfless. (YES my dear friends. HAHAHAHA (: ) They do not interfere with other people's plans and they are never possessive or jealous. They treat others the way they want to be treated and life life based on a 'live and let live' policy, this makes them so agreeable. Sagittarius are excellent conversationalists with a good sense of humor, sometimes their humor is the raw truth, but these people speak their mind and don't hold anything back. What they say is what they mean, Sagittarius do not like mind games, it holds them back trying to figure out what is meant, they like straightforwardness and expect it in return. Sagittarius are known for saying the 'painful truth', but on the other hand, people know that they can trust what they say because they always say what is real. A Sagittarius never hides anything. Sagittarius are very likeable people. The only people that might not get along with them are people that live by a daily agenda with a highly structured, organized life. They are likely to always be running late and miss a date, but this is only because they are so forward thinking that they forget about the present. Tolerance is required (YES, im sorry for always being late lols :/), Sagittarius does not do these things on purpose, this is just who they are. If you understand this and accept this, having a Sagittarius in your life will make the sun shine a lot brighter. Sagittarius and Temperament: Sagittarius are not emotional moody people, in fact they can be downright emotionally detached but they do get irritable when they are bored. Sagittarius is optimistic and positive, even deep inside because they believe that no matter what has happened, something good is always around the corner and the sun will always shine again. Sagittarius Deep Inside: Sagittarius is a well adjusted person with no emotional problems holding them back. They just want to explore the world and not fret about emotions and feelings. Others may be hurt by their lack of commitment but they don't care, that's not why they are on this planet, they are here to gain wisdom, learn and explore. Sagittarius has problems finishing some projects they started if it takes too long, they want immediate results and will move on to the next project if it takes too long. This is not because of laziness, Sagittarius are far from lazy but this motivation to move on is due to their hatred of boredom. Boredom is their fear and instead of facing it, they will up and leave in search of something more stimulating. Sagittarius are not emotional people but they are easily hurt by a careless selfish action (or a remark LOS), their will be blue but turn it around pretty quickly with their naturally sunny disposition. They don't dwell on hurt because it is a waste of their energy. (YES, & somehow i tend to forget it too -.-) Sagittarius in a Nutshell: Sagittarius seem to be guided by luck, good things happen to Sagittarius and this is usually because of their optimistic outlook and positive disposition which attracts good fortune. Despite hardships, Sagittarius is always optimistic that good things will happen tomorrow and the future carries good luck. Sagittarius have a vibrant, expansive personality that is free like a bird, Sagittarius cannot be contained. They are full of curiosity and they always look forward to the future, never dwelling on the past. Sagittarius are detached from emotions because emotions hold a person back, they do not like to talk about their feelings (TRUE but somehow being in OT course for 3 years, i AM FORCED to change this), they simply experience them and move on. Sagittarius can be reckless and irresponsible because they will jump at a suggestion of something new before they weigh the advantages and disadvantages. They love activities. These are the easiest people to get a date with but don;t think that this is written in stone, they are the biggest commitment phoebe of all zodiac signs.(SEE, thats what they say!) Enjoy the time you've spent with Sagittarius and be prepared to move on or at least share them with others because they will be doing the same. All in good fun. Yup, so back to the main topic again the thought if i had a fear of commitment ok, this thought came to me when I was signing the contract for the part time job just now was just thinking, shit, am i really able to commit to the timings for 3 months? and so that set me thinking is this also the reason why im so afraid of joining a ministry? it took me 5 freaking years or slightly more (omg i feel so old suddenly) to actually dare to sign up for a ministry if someone asked me if I am able to make it for some event one month down the road, i would think twice - what if something cropped up along the way & i cant make it? (maybe because i dont like to break promises as well) & is this the reason why I acted the way I did in my past relationships? Or was it just my personality? Abrupt ending, but yup just thoughts that came into my mind. Oh wells, they did state that Sagittarius is the sign of the philosopher. Though I am not certain if I can say that I am philosophical lols. 10:52 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2012
 the joy of being in a 'people profession' clinicals have finally ended 4 clinical placements in this 3 years of study & in each placement, I learnt something new about myself & the need to change and remain in different areas exciting. I guess I love challenges. hahaha I have unoffically graduated. Now to plan my next route in life. Study? Work? confused but I guess it's time to make a decision Things on my list right now: 1. Pack my room 2. Check for getaway deals 3. Check for uni school fees 4. Send in resume ?? 5. Finish my story books 6. Watch forensic heroes III 7. Learn some guitar chords ! 8. Dance classes? (:
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