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It's me ♥yx guo born on 121290, entered into this complex yet intriguing world, who can't deny that i have some traits of a saggitarius, exploring and slowly uncovering parts of me & the world that i was once oblivious to, but still enjoying & learning how to live my life to the fullest with optimism(: |
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Saturday, February 25, 2012
 haven been blogging for long clinical just sucks up all my energy & social life but since im doing fyp now (YES FYP -.-), i shall just drop a short post really didnt expect our paper to be chosen we were happy of course, but then again, there are some things that need to be done like a poster! X_____X oh wells. two more weeks to go for clinicals I'm enjoying myself there but yes I am stressed by all the work, responsibilities & trust my sup places in me & there are so many gaps I see yet I don't have a say in it now I understand why emotional support is the most important to a novice clinician i still vividly remember the very first day she took leave everything just didn't go as smoothly as it was supposed to be yet there was nobody i could approach, no one to advice me on what to do. I have had nightmares before that something happened to one of my client in my previous placement (thankfully that client was alright). But I have never expected that as a student on placement, I had to accept the death of a client a client who I knew, a client who I had talked to before, a client whom I was supposed to follow up but because she was too quiet & i cant hold a conversation with her for long, I did not make the effort to find out more about her sometimes i wonder, if I had tried to probe further that day when I talked to her would things be different? I guess i should think on the brighter side because currently we still don't know the cause of her death i really really really hope it is not suicide. but a young healthy person who was one of the few clients who had the potential to work in future, whats the chances of it being a natural death? & i was the one who made the call. It took a long time for me to get it out from the family what happened. but it was the last thing that I would have expected for the person on the line to tell me that the client had passed away. imagine the emotions that just flowed through me hence when I had another initial intake recently, I was so afraid because the client seemed depressed I am really afraid that I did not counsel her well enough & something bad would happen sometimes, i just feel so helpless in this setting is that all i can do for all these people there? but im still going to work harder for the remaining two weeks like what my sup told me, ji xu jia you. (:
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