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It's me ♥yx guo born on 121290, entered into this complex yet intriguing world, who can't deny that i have some traits of a saggitarius, exploring and slowly uncovering parts of me & the world that i was once oblivious to, but still enjoying & learning how to live my life to the fullest with optimism(: |
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
 its a rainy rainy rainy day its been raining since ytd night! the rain is making me feel like lazing around and not do anything! ): & i finally changed my phone! my first super super super ex phone spend close to 400 bucks T__T yup . .. ...  samsung galaxy S! i didnt regret choosing this over iphone4 cause im loving it(: boo but does all smart phone batt run so fast? ): finally managed to make it down to sat service been a long long time since my sats have been burnt by chingay practices anyways what impacted me more ytd was bs and not service though service was good it was about finding back that first love for bs, what i rmbed most was about pride let me be weak, for then i will be broken before you & emerge stronger we also talked about our darkest moment of 2010 since it was the topic for cgm and i missed it as well & for all the sharings (she shared what everyone said lols), it all turned out for the better for me, it turned out for the better as well i fall & i picked myself up again i rmbed nights when i bit my lips & sobbed so hard screaming within myself, seeking for your presence so deperately & realized that letting go & letting you do the rest was so much easier well, it may not be one of the greatest year but i survived & i learnt lessons from it (: the conversation with jx on fri night also made me think alot i guess it's really time i set goals for myself in my spiritual life p/s i finally opened a twitter account so i think i will start blogging lesser OPPS (: 7:33 AM
Monday, January 24, 2011
random thoughts that i cant post on FB cause it's like too public but yet its too short and doesnt make sense to post it on your blog so im considering getting a twitter account! but i dont know how it works at all O_O & i guess not now, i will get it when i get a phone that can connect me to the internet LOLS cause it also doesnt make sense to on the laptop and post something on twitter-.- anyways just want to say its so true that people always give comments to the final product/performance & wont think about all the hardwork & long hours you put in lols the audience is dumb they watch something they like it, thumbs up they dont like it, NEH *thumbs down funny but yet so true. 8:36 AM
Sunday, January 23, 2011
random thoughts  i always wanted to be someone who i wasnt and i guess through this 2 years in the course and as i grow in my religion ive come to terms with it that i can never be that person because im born with this character and not of that that i want i always thought that character of mine is bad but i realised that it is not bad the first realisation was when this guy whom i respect in church prophesy that few words to me it made me realise that it is ok i dont have to fight so hard to change to become someone i wasnt because im created just the way that He wanted (: when i get interested in the character of someone i would always go online and see if they i can access their fb page or if they have a blog hahaha does that make me a stalker? rar anyways who cares they wont know anyway(: yup and when you managed to access their blog you find out more about them and it either makes you respect them more or your view of them totally go down well, this blog that i read i guess it changed my view on that person for the better though, not for the worse & jy, i finally received the thanksgiving video. thanks for sacrificing hours of your sleep to do it when you could have just put it into words for me ♥ & jiayou for clinicals! look forward to see you soon (: 1:53 AM
Friday, January 21, 2011
i saw stars last night in the sky it made me happy! but when i walked home, there werent stars anymore ): and so after practice ytd, i decided to walk home at 11+ pm cause i wanted to enjoy the wind and the quietness just to slow down my steps after the crazy week so i was walking walking listening to worship songs on my phone when this china lady behind suddenly walked beside me and talked to me O_O and she was telling me to be careful cause the park area there had a flasher last week omg that quickened my steps by alot LOLS and i really dont want to perform at my standard now ): rar time to go off & i should start on my report soon! 8:19 PM
Monday, January 17, 2011
.__. i have beady eyes sighsighsigh i cant open my eyes like seriously and im sure my degree will increase after all the computer staring for the past and next few weeks thought could have a good sleep tonight after 3 days of not sleeping but napping but argh as expected, pp and health psych is the main priority now hope i wont do my the other two reports so last min counting my stars one of the verse that pulled me through that period of my life Phil4:4-7 & i want to build myself up to become a more selfless person(: 6:33 AM
Friday, January 14, 2011
look at the time! im super shagged and i think i will have tiny eyes tml hahahaha why why why must fyp presentation be this week lols & looking at my timetable for the next few weeks until chingay ends i would be amazed if i survive snacking while rushing report is gonna make me chubbier BOO ): 12:30 PM
Friday, January 7, 2011
when will my tummyaches end? its been 5 days already! i hope its nothing serious sigh putting medicated oil on it doesnt work too): & its my first time walking back home from tamp! hahahaha luckily i had company if not i'll be damn bored & nydc isnt really nice to eat its pricey & the food isnt nice): i really wonder when a guy ask a girl out do they have other motives or can it be just as a friend? 8:19 AM
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
when you look back or look at something & realised that you still have strong emotions to it i guess thats called regrets. 11:05 PM
i was cursing away almost the whole journey to my tuition kid's house ytd LOLS the rain was freaking heavy and i was wetwetwet! & a car drove past & splashed water on me! ): lucky only managed to splash some on me and not all if not i'll be drenched): was eating lunch today at a foodcourt & the tv was showing this 'Life Transformer' show hosted my quan yifeng & christopher lee on chnl 8 HEH and that week the house they were going to revamp was one of my past client! she wasn't supposed to be my client but somehow she became mine during my last week in the hospital from the case notes, i knew slightly about her family background but when i speak to her, she would not go into details about it but i know that she is very worried when she knew she was going back it was only when i saw the show that i realised how bad her living condition was two of her children have mental disabilities and stay with her another one is on kidney dialysis & if i never rmb wrongly, she is widowed from my past conversations with her, she is a very very strong & independent lady sigh after i watched part of the documentary, i realised so much more about her that i didnt know previously & i really wonder if ive known then, how would i have reacted? i rmb her telling me that though she likes fish, she doesnt have money to buy fish when i once asked her what does she usually eat at home i used to wonder why is there such people around the world but i realised, that's just life really wonder how she is doing right now): 9:43 PM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
kept reminding myself that it is the new year hold on tight and continue
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Sunday, January 2, 2011
ate pad thai for lunch its nice(: & the portion is so much that i cant finish): & i finally decide to clear my emails! hahhaha 130 unread messages became 0 now(: LOLS but its because i put it into other folders. hahahah so i still have over 100 unread messages in my hotmail -.- i just saw the chingay practice timetable heh its crazy): 11:00 PM
supersuper random picture post(:  st luke's eldercare gave us this after we volunteered there(:  freddos! (:  some thai food at orchard ion somehow, i eat alot more thai food now compared to last time before i went to thailand & went to jb on wed omg i didnt know its just a 2.40 bus ride away if you board at bugis area woodlands & kranji also have buses to there  had seoul garden there its so much cheaper than singapore! around S$10.9 for adults, S$ 8.8 for students (excluding drinks though) & they allow me to use my student card LOLS so i got the student price(:  a rare occasion whereby i like chocolate icecream! its some dark chocolate gelato nice! (: oh and the nuts & sweets is i anyhow mix in one. hahaha  & omgomgomg see what i got for the thanksgiving gift exchange! its like something that ive been wanting to buy like a blackboard or whiteboard or just something i can write on(: (: (: (: (: hahaha but sadly i dont know where to hang/ put it): ok as i said its a super random post hahaha ive never been a dreamer maybe ive low expectations of myself or maybe im afraid that having dreams would result in more disappointments when im unable to fulfill it but today i learnt that its high time i start having dreams! dream is the substance for life's greatest achievements time to start being a dreamer and have great dreams and visions for my own life! so what are your dreams for this year? (: 8:19 AM
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